Artifical Happiness

I'm not gonna lie. I spend money cuz I think that one day it will make me happy. When I buy clothes I imagine how beautiful I will look in it and how much better I will feel to look kute in that fit. I buy materialistic t hings when I make a bad/good grade on a test or even if things are not going my way.

I imagine that buying this item will make life just a little bit better. But tell me when is it gonna stop? If not now, how will I be able to balance and apartment/house? How will I be able to be an adult? How will I be able to be happy without materialistic things?

WHERE THE HELL AM I GONNA PUT ALL OF THIS STUFF!!
Well, I'm making a list now on how I can achieve to overcome this problem....hopefully it works. Cuz I really do want to break free from all these materialistic items. I am more than clothes, shoes, purses, and makeup. I am beautiful