Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Taking some time off.

I still don't know what the culprit of my complete sadness is lately. I was going through my posts on this blog, and it just seems like I've been down ever since the big altercation with my parents.  I take things to heart; I'm extremely sensitive. So maybe that's the reason on top of other things why I feel so out of it and out of control lately.  Just pray for me.  I'm praying for myself.  Psalms Chapter 25 has really helped me through this time in my life.  


As for me.  I'm doing better.  I've started back going to class, making an effort to look nice, and eating again :). I don't feel completely unhappy, but I don't feel like my cheery self anymore.I'm prolly going to set up an appt with a counselor, but in the meantime I think I need some time alone to evaluate some things.  Soo I won't exactly say I'm on hiatus anymore, but my posts might be sporadic.  I need some time to focus on me, and get me in order before I complete just lose it. Sooo....If you don't see me on LHCF like I used to, don't be alarmed.  I'm okay, or will be okay. 

For those who are going through the same things as I am, I can honestly say no conversation I have had with a person has helped me as much as the conversations I have with God.  I put everything out there on the table one night until I was just sitting in a sea of tears, but I felt a lot better..... for now. 

Hit me up on here if ya need me....or if you think I need you :( !! 

1 comments:

Unknown said...

You're right. God IS always the best and first One to talk to. :) I can think of more than a few ways my life could have gone really badly if I'd only listened to people with good intentions instead of Him having my ear and back.

Please pray for me if you get a chance since I'm still not feelin' well/have assignments to do. I've sent up a prayer for you today. :) And, I'm glad to hear that you're growing stronger in your relationship with the Lord and taking care of business!