Saturday, October 10, 2009

He doesn't make my "Bed Rock"

So let's play a little catch up.

I have a new boo, sadly he doesn't make my "Bedrock." I love the person he is. I love the gentleman he is. He is so kind, so sweet, such a gentleman. He respects my wishes and dreams, supports me in all my endeavors, BUT one thing holds me back from giving my all and my heart to him. He is boring. I'm so spontaneous, so outgoing, so out there and with him I just keep "playing it safe." I think I needed to meet him in my life to understand how I want and will learn in the future to demand how to be treated. My new boo wherever he may be will open my doors, call me just because, go to church with me, genuinely love me, and be a man because I am his girl.

But for right now, I think I just want my single life back. Sorry.

I feel bad because I didn't figure this out until AFTER we got together. It's been a week and I just know it won't work sadly. We don't have much in common other than intelligence and we just don't click. Sad, but oh so true. I'm not even physically attracted to him. It's bad when you don't even want to kiss your own boyfriend. At the end of the day I fell in love with his behavior, but not him. That's a bad place to be. But we all learn from out mistakes right?

4 comments:

nunya said...

Girl please. As tore back as you are you better take whatever you can get. You're probably lying anyway. Dude probably don't even exist. Quit frontin. You know damn well if ANYBODY showed your desperate ugly ass a second of attention you wouldn't even consider breaking it off.

Unknown said...

i just have to say that the BITCH who commented before me is a disgusting waste of a person. please delete that comment, because it and the person [bitch] who made is trash [and should catch the Swine Flu].----------
yep. he sounds like just a "Mr. Right Now" instead of a "Mister Right." and if it isn't making you as happy as you'd like, you have no obligations to punish yourself. you can make yourself 10x happier alone than any other person can make you, right?! thought so. good luck! i love you!

khaki la'docker said...

I agree with Cherry... 100% even about the bitch comment part

nunya said...

Shut the hell up skanks. Ain't nobody talking to your tore back asses.