We ended up going to La Fiesta. I ordered....*clears out throat* Tequila Sunrise (First drink as a 21 year old), Tequila Margarita (2), Chardonnay, and some drink this man made my friend with tequila, grenadine, and sprite. Tasted like a candied apple.... We told the man we wanted REAL liqueur and he gave us that crap. lol It was good but was bright red....one of those typical girly drinks.  BUT ANYWAY. I found out that I always want to go to Mexican restaurants to get my drinks. BOYYYY they gave us STRAIGHT alcohol it seemed like. My Sunrise had so much tequila in it...it was sick... By the time we were THROWED and were supposed to see Bloody Valentine.  It was sold out :(

After gettin back to my dorm, my friend guy took me out again for more drinks hey hey!! We went back to the room and watched a few movies before I was knocked out from the alcohol and fast asleep. He kept trying to have sex with me...oh brother....but I stuck to my morals and told him I was now celibate.  I'm proud because 2 months ago, I would have backed down especially because of the alcohol, and had sex with him....That man is FINE...but he has no education...two kids...and a life that I would never want to live.

I think i finally am over that hurdle.  Sex is something that I want to next encounter with someone whom I'm in a long committed relationship if not married, and It's not that important. It does not bring love, happiness, or stability.  It delivers false hope.  

Any teenager out there reading this, you know I always tell it to you straight.  I'm not finna sit here and tell you don't have sex...don't drink... blah blah.  On the serious tip... Alcohol is so much more enjoyable when you wait.  Did you know I've only drunk alcohol 3 times (yes three) in my entire life INCLUDING when I went out for alcohol for my 21st bday. And I've never been drunk. It's not necessary.  I used to lie all the time in high school to seem normal.  Sex...I waited for that too. I was almost 19 years old and mentally ready--or so I thought. Yeah sex is tempting and wonderful, but the baggage that comes along with it is not cool. Sex is a sin and gets you into many sticky situations.  It's not as cracked up to be as the tv and movies make it seem.  With that being said...man wait until you are ready and responsible before engaging in any risky behavior that could leave you in unwanted situations. The feeling is oh so much more enjoyable when you wait!!

Okay back to my blog: My bday was soo much more enjoyable when you're independent.  I still wish my friends would have thrown me the surprise party of my dreams, but hey some things don't happen like you want.  I planned where we were going, what we were doing, and who I wanted there.  Things were 100 times better than crying on my pillowtop feeling like no one cares about me and complaining about my bday. 

-Simple

-Simple